Monday, August 6, 2012

God moves at SBC!

This week at Somerset Beach Campground I am able to say that I truly saw God at work...yes, God has been at work other weeks here at camp, MANY other weeks... but this week I personally felt God's presence more than ever before. 
 
On the first night of camp I was totally defeated by the time I crawled into bed. Things had honestly just gone pretty horrible to say the least. Registration was said to be bizarre, with more upset parents than maybe ever before… room assignments had somehow gotten all mixed up and campers were ending up in all the wrong rooms without their requested roommates. Some campers didn’t want to stay at camp and were practically forced to stay in the room with their counselors. On the last night of camp I am actually forgetting what else went wrong on night one, but that just goes to show that the week got so much better as it went on.

On Wednesday morning we discussed in our girls staff meeting that the night before had maybe been one of the most “hellish” check-ins we’ve had for youth camps in the last 13 years or so. I think we were still just feeling all around defeated as a staff, but not to over spiritualize things, like one staff member said, but if you think about it, we thought that maybe the devil had been overly prevalent during check-in because he knew the week coming up was going to be a beyond awesome one for God and for all those involved with the two youth camps.

At the time this idea was mentioned, I honestly doubted… doubted God I guess. Who was I to doubt the God of the universe… and boy was I wrong. This week was full of God! Wednesday night when the gospel was presented to the Young Teens, the teens were very hesitant to come forward. I was feeling a little defeated and began thinking that maybe no one would respond to the message. Finally one boy went forward and then another and then a few girls from another cabin. It just takes one to get things going.

Skip over to Thursday night… I hear that the gospel was presented to the Explorer campers. I also hear that not one explorer camper stepped forward or stayed after in response to the gospel. As you would imagine, many people were once again feeling defeated… but not for long. Afterwards at the evening snack I hear from one of the explorer guy counselors that after the speaker presented the message and after the counselor and his guys were back in their cabin, the ENTIRE cabin of guys wanted to accept Jesus into their hearts! I believe there were ten boys in this cabin! What an awesome thing to hear!

Not long after I hear this, a camper from the teen camp runs up to me during his snack and excitedly tells me that he had given his life to the Lord that night after chapel time. His cabin had been in their small group time when this camper decided he was ready. The counselor had all the boys gather around this camper and lay hands on him while he accepted Jesus into his heart! What an awesome thing to have the support from his entire cabin! They were all SO excited for the camper and the excitement was contagious! 

Friday morning at chapel the speaker had this particular camper come forward and tell his story, and the entire teen camp cheered on this guy and his new found relationship with Christ! For me, this was such an awesome thing to see!... not something I normally see in camps honestly. The excitement from the camp as a whole just seemed to light a fire for God!

Friday night chapel was where I truly felt God the most. The message was great, but what happened post-message was the even cooler part to experience. The speaker had the chapel band play a song and said that if any campers were feeling lead to come forward during this, feel free to do so. The speaker prayed and then the band began playing and singing. Right away two boys went forward. I hurried down to lay hands on them and before I knew it, the ENTIRE teen camp had come forward. The song was beyond moving and the hands being laid were amazing. Tears were most definitely shed… a few even coming from me. When the song got to the part where it said, “I stand with arms high and heart abandoned,” everyone’s hands were raised up to God… God was in the Friday night chapel and God was in the Young Teen and Explorer Camps. Even with the things the devil had been trying to do to stop this fire, the devil could not stop the movement this time. It’s so awesome that we also know that this is exactly how the spiritual battle really will end. Even with the foothold the devil tries to have in this world, God will ultimately come out on top and defeat satan once and for all! I cannot be more thankful for everyone who was a part of this week of camps at Somerset Beach Campground. I am the most thankful to God for all He did this week! YAY GOD! 


Saturday, August 4, 2012

What "gets me"

Recently I've just felt like a super passionate individual... sometimes my passion for things scares me. This sort of passion and love is so new to me that for the most part I really don't know what to do with it. One thing I do know that is that if this passion is of God, there is no way I plan to let anything or anyone get in my way or discourage me... so anyways, here is a (hopefully) simple list of the things in life that just really "get me" ... if that's even the phrase I'm looking for... which I believe it is. Honestly ya' all... I need sleep... but sleep can't come... just thought, after thought, after thought... so here goes a blog done by one very tired, emotional individual.

What "gets me"

1. kids. KIDS! They are so great! I can't even begin to fathom why anyone would treat a child in an inappropriate manner. I have such a heart for any and all kids, but probably even (a little) more of a heart for kids who don't receive the proper love and respect they deserve.

2. God. And yes of course, God is before kids... I could go ahead and move Him to the number one place... but I won't... because I'm tired. But honestly, He is my number one passion... and I know that God gave me my passion for kids to be used for Him. Before just recently, I can honestly say that God probably did not hold the highest position in my life. I was always looking for something to fill that void whether it be pictures, or social media, or certain relationships... None of those things mean anything if it is not ultimately going to glorify God.

3. Worship music. I was the person who used to judge the songs being sung in a service or make fun of "worship prayers," calling them "just a bunch of words that pastors throw together to try and make them sound holy enough." Until I truly started listening to the words and taking them in, yes, the songs and prayers were just a bunch of words... but really, worship and worship music and prayers are so much more than that. This summer, between the Wellspring groups from Spring Arbor, or the Jerry time music or the "Lissa time" music being lead by a 21 year old guy on a guitar and a 14 year old girl on the drums, I kinda just fell in love with worship music... if I'm even allowed to say that... but these songs made me fall even more in love with God, so I wouldn't say its all bad to say. Some examples of songs that we sang throughout the summer included, but were not limited to:

-roaring like a lion (god's not dead)
-he is jealous for me (oh how he loves us)
-the stand (i stand with arms high and heart abandoned)
-the earth is yours by gungor
-beautiful things, gungor
-lead me to the cross, hillsong
-oh happy day!
-lord i lift your name on high
-every move i make
-i wanna see jesus lifted high (a banner that flys across this land)
-open the eyes of my heart lord (i want to see youuu) 

-"Remind Me Who I Am" by Jason Gray
4. Summer camp... or even winter, spring, summer, and fall camp. Growing up at Somerset Beach Campground, people tend to wonder if this place has maybe lost it's specialness to me... and if we're being honest, at times it has... but this summer in particular... I couldn't feel more blessed to be working at SBC! Being surrounded by people who share a love for the same things you do, God being the biggest, is a super awesome feeling! ... also, providing a place for kids to just have an amazing week while constantly being shown God's love is more ideal that I can even believe sometimes!

5. Nature... sunsets over a lake or especially an ocean... anything that God has created... I don't always notice it's beauty right away... but I can promise you I will always be extremely impressed and awestruck with any sunset God puts in the sky for us. He didn't have to make the world so beautiful, but He did it for us, that it would ultimately bring more glory to His name! Oh and stars! Don't even get me started on stars... star gazing anyone?!:)

6. Christian communities. JACKSON FREE METHODIST CHURCH! ... I love that place. I truly feel I can be myself there now after 21 years and not be afraid of what others will think. While service seems to sometimes be all about me and what I may have taken away from a message, at the end of every service I love comparing notes with others who also heard the message or just hearing about peoples lives... and not just the "I'm good" answer... but getting real, honest stories and hardships that the people I love are going through. ... ps. I am SO pumped for SAU chapel sessions next year... the whole campus getting that into worshiping God TOGETHER sounds like it's really going to be amazing! Alsooo, looking forward to maybe (hopefully.. really would like to!) leading a small group for the Spring Arbor Free Methodist middle school youth group. Lots of kids from camp go to that youth group as well, so it will be awesome to re-connect with these teens I care about so much that I would usually only get to see one week of the summer.

7. Honesty. That person who can be SO honest with you, but they are this honest with you to ultimately make you a better person for God and His purposes in your life. While yes, I think there is appropriate times and places for this honestly, it is just a very refreshing thing in this society. Just be straight up with me and do not sugar coat whatever it is you may be trying to say... now if what you say to a person isn't done out of love, then the honestly is more hurtful than helpful. But a real honest person just "gets me."

8. Seeing others happy. Making someone's day. ... like if there is anything I can do for you, just tell me! Help others to help yourself even. I love to be able to make a kid happy... make them smile... especially if they didn't start our conversation smiling. That is the coolest.

9. Servants. Those who are so extremely servant hearted. They are obviously trying to be more like God, which in turn means I want to be more like them, who wants to be more like God... I look to these servants as an example of Jesus on Earth. While I may not have been able to witness Jesus on Earth, these servants of God, living out each and every day for God, are people I can look to as an example, other than the example of Jesus that I am able to read about in the Bible.

10. Other people who are in love with God. Those people truly captivate my attention and make me want to do better for myself. If they can be that madly in love with God... so can I.. and not only is it possible, it's also possible they could help me along. Thank goodness God gives us people here on Earth to challenge us, encourage us, and love us. .. And to think that the love some people possess for me is no where near the love God has for me... that is crazy! ... crazy hard to wrap my mind around. God sent his one and only son to die for me... and loves meee...and the whole world enough to do so!... Welp, I think I've probably preached enough for one day. I'm sorry if I have offended anyone in this post. I don't mean to do so at all. Sometimes I just really would like to share my thoughts with the world... or just whoever decided they want to listen(read)... and sometimes writing things down works a lot better than verbal communication would. This is me, and all I can really do is keep hoping and praying that the me that God wants me to be is in there somewhere and will continue to show itself over time.